I live with my parents who are happily married. I have 3 older brothers who are from my dads first marriage. Unfortunatley I can't say my brothers and I are close. The oldest one is a horrible horrible person, he destroyed my childhood. The one younger than him caused a lot of problems growing up too. He was in and out of juvie and is now a legal adult who has been to an actual jail a few times. Then my youngest older brother is just a year older then me. We were born a year apart exactly so we were super close growing up but he's living with friends now so I don't see much of him :( Since I didn't have a great family relationship as a child I want a wonderful family life now that I'm older. Family means the world to me. Some people have said that I am trying to find a perfect family to call my own but they tell me that no family is flawless. However, I'm not looking for a perfect family. My fear is that my brothers will be out of my life and my parents will be gone in the future and then who am I suppose to spend the holidays with? I want to have nieces and nephews and spoil them rotten on every holiday. I want to treat my family well because there have been some family members who haved failed me and I don't want to fail anyone. Well I must end this entry now (I need to some homework which is probably more important). I look forward to sharing more with everybody, and one of these days I'll talk about my brother that ruined my life and why I say that.
-jlo
JLo, thanks for stopping by my blog. You said that you were going to get a Bible and when you begin reading it you will gain more insight. Hope you can find a good group of Christian friends to hang with and they will become like family to you. May the Lord bless you richly!
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